Shawn is a big part of my life

  So he has spent a good part of his maturing years behind bars.  It is a painful experience to go through.  Although people try to make you think that that is what is right, I tend to differ on so many levels with the outrageous treatment that he has received since he arrived in Oregon.  When he first went there he had his arms open and was looking to this experience to be a good one.  And what happened to  him there I wouldn't have wished on an animal, the poor animals the way the human race treats them as well.  I wish that he hadn't had to go through all t hat he went through while he was there. Now he wakes up with night horrors and there is no getting away from them.  These vigilantes are about to launch a full-fledged man hunt on him, and he is only a target for their anger which reigns supreme.  I want to see him free of all their chains and this is wreaking havoc on my life as well.  There is so much hatred in this world, and they don't give you the tools with which to fight the enemy, otherwise they wouldn't be able to continue in this fashion.  Right now,  I know that god must be following him, he has enough strength to fight them some how.  I hope he doesn't fall back into harms way as that is so difficult to skirt from under.  This is not a good time for me and I am waiting nervously in the wings to see how this scenario will play itself out.  I need him to come back in one piece, but that won't happen if they get their drothers.